Story of my life searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul because it seems that wrong. He really loves my company. He's more than a man and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blue. The clouds are rollin' in because I'm gone again and to him I just can't be true. And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful, and it kills him inside to know that I'm happy with some other guy. I can see him dyin'. I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't wanna be the reason why. Everytime I walk out the door. I see him die a little more inside. I don't wanna hurt him anymore. I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be a murderer. I feel it in the air as I'm doin my hair, preparing for another date. A kiss upon my cheek as he reluctantly asks if I'm gonna be out late. I say I won't be long just hangin' with the girls a lie I didn't have to tell. Because we both know where I'm about to go and we know it very well. And I know that he knows im unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I'm happy with some other guy I can see him dyin'. I don't wanna do this anymore. I don't wanna be the reason why. Everytime I walk out the door. I see him die a little more inside. And I don't wanna hurt him anymore. I don't wanna take away his life. I don't wanna be a murderer.